About Misc. Exits Entries

 

Its my life, its my book,its my Diary.
I will express my feelings and thoughts, my daily ramblings and fears...
Life is never easy. Don't give up because its just the weight of the world.
Smile lots... ^^

Heads up...

 

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

.:. ~ I think too much ~ .:.

Dearest Diary,
Father, forgive me for I have sinned and that I have think too much. I thought too much that I sleep-walk and almost step out of the house last night. I have alot going through my mind now. I feel scared. I feel confused. Work in school is fine... Been doing fine so far for school. But at home, not everything is ok. These are those hard days that I've to go through.
And I go through everything by myself. Its just that you don't get to see. Is not weather or not I want to learn. Its because I learned enough. Since you already have a boyfriend, there isn't much I can do. But, I'll always wish the best for you. Since a fool and I and a useless one too..
Just like those days....

- and I continue to think. [9:45 PM]

About

Name: Melvin Peter Lam
Nick: Angelic Baby
School: Simei ITE College
birthday: 06/20/89

: hobbies :
Floorball
Basketball
Badminton
Chatting
Cycling

: Church Group :
Savlve Regina Choir of Nativity Church
 

: My kind of Music :
Hear my Prayer, O Lord

: Character :
Missing important targets in life
Emo
Losing faith
Very Crappy
Iis difficult to explain
Negative