About Misc. Exits Entries

 

Its my life, its my book,its my Diary.
I will express my feelings and thoughts, my daily ramblings and fears...
Life is never easy. Don't give up because its just the weight of the world.
Smile lots... ^^

Heads up...

 

Saturday, July 14, 2007

.:. ~ Say six to smile ~ .:.

Dearest Diary,
I feel like pulling out my heart. I feel everything breaking apart inside. Whats the point of feeling this way? Its been so long already and yet, it seems impossible for me to forget it. I feel like driving myself into the wall. I feel so much pain. I feel breathless. Tell me what I should do? Now I know why 'they' say its difficult to forget someone you love.alot.

Whenever you like someone, you would always wish happiness for him/her no matter what. It will take a bomb to make her happy. It may take lots of time to make her happy. But the worse is you may do a thousand and one thing for her and she doesn't know about it. You'll feel like killing yourself but you just can't. Don't pity yourself or you will die of depression.

I argued with my mum again. She said that I should have gone for choir practise than celebrate to my friend's birthday. Anyways... cheryl is right, who reads this junk? Who to show it to?
I wish you will read it....

- and I continue to think. [12:15 AM]

About

Name: Melvin Peter Lam
Nick: Angelic Baby
School: Simei ITE College
birthday: 06/20/89

: hobbies :
Floorball
Basketball
Badminton
Chatting
Cycling

: Church Group :
Savlve Regina Choir of Nativity Church
 

: My kind of Music :
Hear my Prayer, O Lord

: Character :
Missing important targets in life
Emo
Losing faith
Very Crappy
Iis difficult to explain
Negative