About Misc. Exits Entries

 

Its my life, its my book,its my Diary.
I will express my feelings and thoughts, my daily ramblings and fears...
Life is never easy. Don't give up because its just the weight of the world.
Smile lots... ^^

Heads up...

 

Saturday, July 14, 2007

.:. ~ So thats the plan? ~ .:.

Dearest Diary,
I felt so heart broken during mass... I felt really restless and I couldn't concentrate. I begged the lord to take the pain away. but unless I ask in a sincere way, he won't be able to help me. I feel so heavy inside. Like a ton of needles piercing through every bit of my heart. Have you felt this before?
I guess I treat friendship too seriously. I don't really stand out in clicks or groups. But, I always stick around. She doesn't know what I have done and I just feel that my spine is broken and can no longer carry my weight.
Forgive me father for I've sinned...

- and I continue to think. [10:56 PM]

About

Name: Melvin Peter Lam
Nick: Angelic Baby
School: Simei ITE College
birthday: 06/20/89

: hobbies :
Floorball
Basketball
Badminton
Chatting
Cycling

: Church Group :
Savlve Regina Choir of Nativity Church
 

: My kind of Music :
Hear my Prayer, O Lord

: Character :
Missing important targets in life
Emo
Losing faith
Very Crappy
Iis difficult to explain
Negative