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Its my life, its my book,its my Diary.
I will express my feelings and thoughts, my daily ramblings and fears...
Life is never easy. Don't give up because its just the weight of the world.
Smile lots... ^^

Heads up...

 

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

.:. ~ They call it love sick ~ .:.

Dearest Diary,
Recently, alot of problems had been showing up at home. Well, I always choose to turn away from home because I know its hard to share my problems with my friends and would end up hurting myself. Somehow, I don't feel stress. But, I feel something torturing me deep inside. Its a feeling that makes me breathless. I feel very uncomfortable. Everytime I turn away from home, I thought the problems would drift away. But I was wrong, the problem was always there.
My friends said that their family are the most important in their 'lifes'. I am happy for them. How I actually wish my family was a happy one. Guess its a fact that I've to face in my life that mine isn't.... I know everyone has their own problems. Not saying I am the worse because I know many others who are much worse and unfortunate than me. I am grateful for what I have. In front of my friends eyes, I always look so normal like nothing wrong is behind. But deep inside, its the fallen pieces and parts of pain.
I want to be happy. Really.

- and I continue to think. [8:49 PM]

About

Name: Melvin Peter Lam
Nick: Angelic Baby
School: Simei ITE College
birthday: 06/20/89

: hobbies :
Floorball
Basketball
Badminton
Chatting
Cycling

: Church Group :
Savlve Regina Choir of Nativity Church
 

: My kind of Music :
Hear my Prayer, O Lord

: Character :
Missing important targets in life
Emo
Losing faith
Very Crappy
Iis difficult to explain
Negative