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Its my life, its my book,its my Diary.
I will express my feelings and thoughts, my daily ramblings and fears...
Life is never easy. Don't give up because its just the weight of the world.
Smile lots... ^^

Heads up...

 

Sunday, November 25, 2007

.:. ~ Little Superhero Boy ~ .:.

Dearest Diary,

I haven't really put in effort in studying for my coming papers. So, there isn't much I can ask for. Sometimes, its so difficult to keep my faith in top condition. Sometimes, I fall so hard I wished I never did. Well, thats where the learning starts. Quite a number of friends are important to me. And my family is important to me. ( Even though I disobey my parents at times ) I feel hurt when such things happen. But, I don't know how to make things right. And what if one day, I would lose those that are precious to me? Would I regret?
I still remember once last year when I went for confession in the confession room. I don't know who that priest was. But, it was something about that priest that I always think of. Not of his face or anything but words that came out of his mouth. ~ After telling the priest my sins, he told me somethings (I don't quite remember) but, it was this 3 words that I swear my heart almost broke down in pieces. He said " Jesus loves you." My heart froze for a second. It was like as if it came from the one above. (Sounds drama right? But I can't really explain it)Than again, I still fall over and over each time. Most of the time, I feel I am not worthy or even fit to talk to the lord. But one things for sure, He truly loves us.


My greatest reward, our friendship.

- and I continue to think. [10:48 PM]

About

Name: Melvin Peter Lam
Nick: Angelic Baby
School: Simei ITE College
birthday: 06/20/89

: hobbies :
Floorball
Basketball
Badminton
Chatting
Cycling

: Church Group :
Savlve Regina Choir of Nativity Church
 

: My kind of Music :
Hear my Prayer, O Lord

: Character :
Missing important targets in life
Emo
Losing faith
Very Crappy
Iis difficult to explain
Negative